CAN I GET OUT OF HERE??!!!

I really still thinking why am i here? Why i out myself in such situation. Or keep asking GOD WHY??? I really can't breath and going crazy soon. I though i'm ok.. but now i realise i seriously break down. Through out this year i hardly talk to someone that i can shaare my words in deep. I hardly meet frens.. should say normal day or time i don;t have.Even don't have a collogue. Only got my parents to accompany me. If they not free.. i maybe eating by myself alone!! I really feel a bit abnormal for me... as my life... a 20s years old young gal have such dull life! I really feel i going crazy soon!

I feel my life is because of my family... i got no other purpose. I mean all my concentration only in 1 side.. really driving me crazy! I really dunno how long i still can stand! i wanna leave and live freely!!! PLEASE ANYONE CAN HELP ME?? I'm seeking for help.. anyone can hear me!?? GOD can you help me?