Relax....
Today i was kind of relax although i have to study whole day in the lib right after i praise my Lord Father in church! Thank Lord for giving me such good environment and peaceful mind to study at that moments. I know there had been lots of probs that i might need to face about myself.. but in that few hours in library, i just can do my study well. Thank You Lord Father! But is kinda sad after i left the libraby, I spoke or behave very childish to people who are with me that moments. I really felt sorry and hope they don't put in heart. Actuall, i react such way because in my mind just now i just really wanna go to have a bun. So, i just don't un why can't walk there and let me have things i really want. I know i being very selfish and childish, but i really just wanna stress out after sitting so long in the lib. Anyway, sorry and we learnt from this, by giving each other some space or privacy. Maybe true that i need to learn shut up and don't disturb ppl's hearing and thinking. Actually these 2 days, i hate when i talked.. but the more i wanna to control the worst result come out. Just like what happened this evening, speaking such things under such situation where i can directly said "is it ok if we go there to have a look, i really want." but i just couldn't react rationally. So, Lord forgive my weakness and let's Holy Spirit live in me and teach me every step. Thank you for what had happened, if not i will never know how immature i am. Lord, please keep on give me wisdom and open my heart for the coming days, that i need to go on do my revision for my exam. So everything i pray under the name of Jesus Christ! AMEN!
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Hi.. this is my first time post message here.. are u waiting for my comment for a few days?? ha.. it is the time la.. i want to say sorry for u as well cox my manner was not good as well. actually, i was not in rush after leaving the liabrary. however, since i heard that Lap only finished his assignment ( or report ) in half, i hoped we could go home early and let him to finish his work as early as possible. What i was thinking was " dun waste his time and let him to finish his work ". i dun mean that buying bread is a "waste time" action. but i think his work is more important than the bread since we can buy bread anytime but he can only finish his work by tonight. i hope u can understand what i think. and again, sorry for my bad manner.
Is ok, don;t worry. i understand, it just misunderstand. DOn't say sorry because i'm the one who suppose. Coz i know these days i behave badly as well. I myself also cannot stand myself. So is already Thank you that u guys be patience on me and always by my side. Anyway, add oil!! Study study and remember pray hard and Lord always shine on us! :)
Absolutely! I dont mind to go buy bread with u, aiwa also not mind i think, We just have the concept to save time, save money,and build up our three relationship via this trip, this life style, becos three of us are developing our relationship , i must not forget the life in mel that go with u and know aiwa, via u I got chance to get lot of fds, I need to thank you ! on the other hand, U also realise ur problem, sometime ur sound is really like controlling ppl, somehow, ppl got their thinking, and u really too sensitive la, don't be like that la, like tonight back to home, u may be too sensitive ,, try to listen ppl's thinking ,, eventhough u don't reply or talk about ur opinion, it is a good respect way to ppl i think u need to learn.
Fortunately, I can see you have changed urself, u started to get back urself to study, not to be lazy anymore, it is a good behaviour i should to praise u, keep going and add oil la, I am here to see ur improvement!
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