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Sunday, October 31, 2004

Can't sleep!!!

haih~~ dunno why i can't sleep. now already going to 5am la. but i still awake. I feel headache, but i just can't sleep.. Lord please help me. I have to wake up at 8am.. it means less than 3 hours to sleep. I guess i got too many things to worry and think about. I got not enough time for my exam revision. Yet i worry about the stuff that i will going to bring back malaysia will get tax. I just so paranoid of everything.. especially the custom when everytime i go back Malaysia and come into Aust. I just dunno why!! Maybe my bad experience make me feel scared. Apart from that my rash.. make me feel uncomfortable. The rash, make me itchy and scratching all over myself! Lord Father, please listen to my prayer.. i know me this sinner does not deserve anything from You. But i beg for Your forgiveness and please let me have a rest. I already lost confidence in my studies or preparation for exam. Somemore worried about the customs and stuff.. now somemore not enough sleep.. i think sooner or later i will be crazy! Please help me Lord! I really very tired of all these.. my brain just keep on thinking.. none stop! I really very frustrated and fedup with myself! Can You please control me? I really feel weak and useless.. i give up.. Lord! Please enter my heart and control my mind. Please have peace in my heart.. i really need it badly and i can't live without You Lord! Please... i really beg help from You... Father or Heaven! I surrender all these into Your hand and i pray in this in the name of Jesus! AMEN!

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Just put down everything, have faith on him, then don't think others too much, Your mind can't be silent before study, then even u sit for 10 hrs , it also same, nothing you can remember , so it is not good, and not worth, just try to make a big breath and relax yourself, try to refresh your mind, then only tell yourself, u need to study, U need to graduate, you just want about that, then start to study and don't talk to me,!! Try is it useful!! Sometime, because you think a lot of things, even that may not happen or in far far away future, so just don't think about them, concentrate on ur study first!! Ok!!I always pray for you , ask him to make u concentrate to study , because I always see you can't study well and sleep well and not health as well! very worrying about this!! so may be just make yourself only facing the study material and don't think about others!!!
Love ya!

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