Thank GOD!

Today i'm very happy because thank GOD for giving me a day off after been studying few weeks in the library. I didn;t went library today. And i make some realisations myself.. actually not myself but with GOD. At home i watch some testimonies from the media actors or actress which are also christain. That moments just like GOD speaking to me.. i was lost this morning.. until i really felt alone (especially after argued with lap). But, really THank GOD that... He was with me all the while and i felt so comfortable and safe that moments. He just by my side and talked to me. I really felt peace. My mighty GOD keep on guide me and bring me together with Lap, and He gave us a chance to take few hours off.. just to go have a walk in IKEA and enjoy our nice pancake! I really felt happy coz.. i know all these are from GOD. It is kind of impposbile during such moments, lap willing to go shopping with me! So i believe this are from our MIGHTY wONDERFUL LORD! Thank You Father!
He make me realise.. what is my problems and tell me what should i do. HE let me understand.. i shouldn't keep on behave like this... i'm a sinner, a bad daughter.. but LORD FATHER never give up on me! So, i should more stand up.. and PRAISE HIM! Stand at my positions and be prepare to learn what HE is going to teach me. I hope HOly Spirit keep on live in my heart and guide me through! I might lost and weak anytime.. but i wish HE will never leave me and forgive me. I really don't deserve to have such Wonderful Mercy and GRACE from GOD. i know Lord, there are something in me that need to change. I believe Lap will feel the same and LOrd will also always shine on him. Thank YOU Lord and all this in the name of Jesus! AMEN!