Shit day!!!
Today went through some hard day... Especially private life.. then make me realise how wonderful uni life are! I rather stay in uni and have funs talking to some ppl that' doesn't know u that well, but u have good impression to them. They just give u positive support that make u feel like surivive in this world! But once i get back.. face my personal life.. i just felt so shit! I lost all my confidence and think i'm so usless.. i just can see all my weaknesses.. even my strength also became my weakness.Hiah~~ why ppl who close to u just couldn't give support but only condemnation.It was sad.. it is because they know u so well.. and they steroetype in they mind that ur every action would be negative? HELLO!!! i wanna said there.. good in her/him! PLease.. for GOd Sake.. give her/him a chance!! Do people know.. if this world.. everyday u just give someone a positive word each day,. it could make a different?? I'm serious, there are so many cases and situations that a driver could change few hundreds ppl's mood or day. Hiah~~ world just aint that beautiful yea..?
CANMY AR!! WAKE UP LO.. Shouldn't talk so much la.. Ur mouth or attitude already been hate by ppl! So, please change urself la! Mayb u shouldn' talk so much.. just keep ur words by urself instead of trying to make ppl un. If they just don't un, they don't un! So force also no use ka la! Even ur bf or someone just close to u also not un, how to expect others ar! Canmy u also need to remember.. THE ONE BESIDE U NOW DOESN'T MEANS WILL BE THE FUTURE ONE!! DON'T BE SO INNOCENT LA!!! U think he is ja.. but HE might not!! and U think he loves u.. but mayb he is not! You just can't predict or assume the one beside u ka la. In this world.. there is no one really for u to lean on, except GOD! But thanks GOD, He gave me good family members. Although they are not around and under circumstances they can't bear my attitude, but they haven't give up on me! So does my Lord Father in Heaven! Thank you and Lord u make me realise.. who should i really depends on in this world! Thank YOU Father and i put my relationship upon ur hand. I believe u will give me the Best! all this in the name of Jesus Christ. AMEN!
2 Comments:
Talking is a good way to communicate with other. we can't surive without communication. However, the timing and content to talk is important. Wise ppl give meaningful message in right time. We need to learn how to communicate with other in right place and right time. Also, observation and listening are valuable method to communicate with other. It may be more useful than speak.
i know that u have already tried your best to do. Sometimes, it is hard to break this bondage as we mention too much. Leave it to God and He must help u and solve your problem beyond your imagination.
This is Grace ar^^
Actually I feel very hapi while seeing your diary. It is because I feel you changed!! I remembered that you said to me once sentence "I know my shortcoming, but I don't want to change". Do you remember it? However, I know God has worked on you, you're willing to humble to listen God's words. So that you have such CHANGE that I realised! Talkativeness-- doesn't mean not good but just you have to aware of the time to talk. Don't keep all your words in your mind and heart, I know it's so hard. Find me or Uncle, you know we're willing to listen^^ And remember, things can't be change in a short period, today you say I change ba ba ba, doesn't mean it'll happen immediately. Give God and yourself some time, and other people as well!!
Pray for you!! And plz pray for my study as well, my emotion is reali down these days...>.<
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