Forgive me!

feeling stress and hard these days because of the exam. I also realise i ben doing a lot of sinful things. My bad habit just can;t get over.. i realise sometimes somthing just can't avoid.. for example lying. Lord pld forgive me.. sotimes i just spoke something that i might not sure or forgot. which make me feel like i'm lying. I really dunno whta to do. I start to hate myself n also make ppl hate me. I just couldn;t forgive myself and tired of praying anymore.
I just feel i couldn;t get along with ppl well these days.. i just got something to ban whenever ppl said things.. and this create ppl hate me n start to ban my talks as well. HOW?? WHAT CAN I DO?? I just couldn't take things easy now.. make myself more arwful! THING JUST GET WORSE... especially during such moments that.. we suppose support each other. But, i can't make it... n destroy each other relationships and feelings. I felt bad n lost... LORD how come??? PLs listen to my words and forgive me.. i had been a very evil girl. I got hates in my heart... HOW??? i know this is bad n sinful, bu ti just couldn't help myself!!! LORD also pls help me to put down myself.. let me learn how to accept's ppl's view. Help me to get up from bed early so that can go library to study. Please me feel better.. as if i'm not alone.. please LORD!!! Forgive me.. and really sorry for all things i had keep repeating!
Thank you ALMIGHTY GOD! AMEN!