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I'm home right after my exam finish on the 10th Wed. I really thank God for guiding and be with me the whole trip. I got this safe and bless trip. Besides that i also learn the lesson that He wants me to learn.. really need to have faith in HIM. Althoug i not fully know.. i'm still learning.. doing.. That day.. i was very rush just right after exam then go to the airport.. then i was damm tired.. because i haven't had a good sleept for the past 2 weeks, plus didn't slept the night b4. So i really exhausted.. then i also worried that i couldn't have a good sleep in the flight.. coz so pack.. and afternoon. My heart also not over with my exam.. stress.. add on the customs that i worried.. because i brought this spa foot machine for my dad as the birthday present. Really so many things happen that day that i really felt GOd. He gives me a message in the morning b4 i enter my exam.. saying that "don't give up" while i felt so down and no hope. then in the flight He gaves me a good sleep (without dream) with lying whole body straight on the 3 blank seats (whole role). My worriness was rubbish when i arrive Png airport.. one custom also none! ehhehe.. Lord really telling me.. and also showing me how small faith am i. Once i saw my families.. all my stressness gone.. i felt much better back home. I really felt secure and peace. Although i might need to face something here as well.. such as life and friendship here.. but at least.. the peace heart is here with me. And Lord, I really Thank You for being with me.. and listen to my prayer. i know there are much for me to learn.. and now i still learning about the faith i need to have in You and my relationship with ppl. Lord pls.. keep on guide.. to the way that out of worriness.. and how to take things easy.
I really need to learn how to put things into Your hand.. and i really don't worry. Including my coming exam results, relationship with Lap and my future pathway. I know i can't do it by myself.. and i got no confidence.. but Lord please be with me and show me the way. No matter what, please let my heart have this peace and You always there for me to rely on. Hope i can learn how to relax myself rather than stressing myself and other ppl. Lord i pray that the coming days that i going to spend with families, friends and all, will be good and under Your blessing and guidance. Thank You Lord Jesus.. and please forgive my stuborness, bad behaviour and attitude that.. hurt myself, ppl around me and most of all upset You Lord, Really sorry.. and i ask for forgiveness. Father, i really pray that i can learn all these and know how tp put all these into Your hand.. not only by words but including my heart! i pray this in the name of Jesus Christ! AMEN!
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Right! He had showed his way, his plan on your trip, it should give you more confident, sometime your worring may be a bit more over, Rely on him is the best way to solve any problem which I beleive, sometime ppl will drop down and be attacked, try to stand up by God, Today we both need to experience him, it is also his plan, we both need to grow up and get mature under his eyes, so just be paitent and have faith on him, that is what we only need to have in heart! For the rest, he will fullfill it and do for us! It is very hard I understand, sometime I am very scared and worried as well, so we both just keep support each another! Hope everyday we can look back and appreciate our Jesus Lord!
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