Missing the Good Old Days

Having this miserable feelings that dunno how to express. Is not that miserable but the feeling of missing something. I know everything is changing and i couldn't turn back time. yet, i already can take all these changes... but whenever i can have the "OK" feelings.. i make me feel like as if a "DON't CARE" feelings. I'm not feeling good to have such thought. I really wan to let everyone know i still care and i'm still here as a fren no matter what. The environment is changing but my feelings and friendship still here and not change. But it just i can't do or dunno what to do to show all these. Or maybe sometimes is my fault that i didn;t bother to show. I really confuse sometimes... is like i wan to maintain things yet i know is already different and i'm like... "Never Mind" attitude. So, i believe is my fault being lazy!!! Haih~` i really miss everyone that i used to have share my time with, no matter back in kindergarden, primary, secondary, foundation, university or even work place. I really miss everyone and every moments that came into my life.

GOD, i would like to Thank You for giving me everythings and memories that i can hold lots of precious moments. I know there are lots of things i can't change or hold on, but i pray that from this seconds i learn how to appreciate everything and moments i have, no matter who is the person i spend with. I really do not wish any regret when i think back. I know there won;t be always prefect moments.. but i Thank Heavenly Father that giving me such brain and memory that only keep the GOOD one! I really very happy and miss whenever i think back those wonderful moments of my life. There are good and bad, but all these are precious in my eyes. Without all of these, i will not growth and learn things that i should. Moreover, a gladful, appreciate and missing feelings that i having right now.

To all my dear friends... i really miss all of you. Everyone of you bring bit and pieces into my life to make a complete pictures. Thanks for all and i will always remember in heart. Hope to apologise if anything i had done wrong or anyone i had hurt before. Sorry! :)

Well, now i really miss Lap and i really really really want to go Disney in HK with bunch of my frens!!! It would be great if i can go 2 times... one with all Malay frens, 2nd times with all Melb frens. OHH... actually maybe 3 times.. another one with my family. heheheh... :)
Love everyone!!! Muacks...