Need direction!!!

Depression and failure are the feelins that i felt so much since i back, or since i start the journey of work. I really get confuse quite easy and influence by others quickly. Jobs or works is not that fun as i tot when i was little/ back in school. If i got chance to choose again i prefer to take a longer degree... at least i can enjoy the uni life longer. Now got some options appear in front of me... actually not really offer.. but just myself thinking... i wanna go back to uni, work in hk or start Kumon (teaching business) in Melbourne. This really make me stuggle and confuse.
Sometimes i full of ideas and plans to stay in the current situation. But sometimes i wanna make some changes to the current environment. So i guess the problems is myself still not too sure about my direction or what i want. This is the things that drive me crazy!!! I believe i need help in this kind of things.

Lord Father, can help me in this direction? I really dowan to ambigious and waste time in this. Coz i know if i keep on like that i will be very lazy and don't bother anymore. Arrr... i dunno what i want!! Also very upset that can't communicate with my sis Jee. She just being so rebellious and doesn't make sense. I really very sad for the behaviour and our relationship! I pray that Heavenly Father can save her from the darkness. Show her the right direction and cure her from the sickness. Make her far away from all the bad and evil temptation. Lord Jesus, i really surrender my sister upon Your Mighty Powerful hand. I give up!.

Please keep on guide my future and please help me make clear direction of my career and future pathway. Please Lord guide me through this tough time. Be with me and Lap. Thank you Heavenly Father! In Jesus name i prayed! AMEN!