FULL OF STRESS!!!!!

AAAAAAAAARrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhHHHH.... i really dunno what to do or what can i do!!! i feel like just walk away from here and the current situation! Life just full of frustration!!! I really dunno how long i gonna suffer like this and how long i can bear in such situation. I gonna crazy soon!!
Father, please don't dump me alone here... i really very tired and stress.... i just feel like i couldn't breath. I never learn to be better in such situation. My attitude and temper will get worst!!!

Show me my future pathway... i really need some changes of my current situation!!! Why everyone seem to be busy or got value here... but me is just like nth or nobody to them, even to my parents! What's the point that i stay here?? WHY??? i couldn't find an answer to all these questions!!!!

Lord Father, when will You listen to my prayer and come and comford me? When will You really provides me the way? HOw long am i gonna suffer in such situation? When can i go back to a normal and peaceful life with Lap? PLease... i beg You Heavenly Father, be with us. Please don't let us walk alone.. Thank You. AMEN!