Lost sheep

This is so hard for me to do expression. Hwy we always face problems and difficulties in our daily life? Why can't we have a happy and peaceful life? nThere are so many test and temptation human have to face. Everyone just live in such materialistic life... go after certain things in life. I think for me the biggest issues for me is the human relationship. No matter family, friends or partner.. it will things i concern the most and drives me crazy.
For me i just wanna go far far away and have a peaceful life there.

God, forgive me this sinner who always being slefish and care for herself all the time. God i really very hard... why life is create to be so hard? I thought i can go through such tough life.. but i really very tired now and no energy to keep on anymore. Please help me this lost sheep~!!!
Please be with my dog, Blacky.. she is now still in clinic. Pray that she can recover soon. I saw her yesterday.. really very pitty.Hope she can be better soon.
Haih~~ even dog life here also bad... so me human nth better! Lost.. lost.. lost sheep!