I'M A REALLY A SINNER!!!
I Hate myself so much!!!! I'm no longer a Christian!!! A sinner that i couldn't descrip. I LIE because of MONEY!!!! I can't believe i became such horrible person now!!! LORD PLS FORGIVE ME... or i does not deserve to ask for any forgiveness. A mistake made by me just now because i wanna make booking ticket for my cousin. Then, i mistakely bought one and another one failed. So is like i been charge at my card. I was so nervous and confuse.. i called credit card centre and tell lie. I said that wasn't me use the card and my card was taken by someone. So i wanna block that transaction. But this is like such a lame lie!! Yet i'm such a useless liar/person. Now i have to cancel my card and replace a new one. Haih~~ i really hate myself so much. One word can descrip me.. such a liar and bastard!!! I HATE MYSELF!!!! Lord please solve my current issue.. where i dunno how to do another booking for my cousin sis and is very expensive! Haih~~ i feel so bad for my cousin coz i made such mess. Yet i feel guilty for myself and Lord Father for dissapointing HIM and everyone around me. WAt a SHame OF mySLEF!!!
2 Comments:
God will forgive u if u asked, SIN is always around us, temptation is also cause us in the wrong track, I also hate about that, but it is really extremely good that we know there is a real god!
Bebe, I know you must be very sad about this issue, I also understand the hard feeling you have at the moment, but what I want to say is you have to cool down and look forward the future issue, and get the lesson from that, i know I am not a right person to explain to you, because I am also a weaker, loser! But the feeling you have right now I think I also had in the past!
Don't give up and try to cool down yourself , and put your focus on God again!!!
I will pray for you whatever you did!
Love ya
Don't say that you are not Christian la (although you don't really mean it), as we are Christian because of a grace so big that it permenantly make us the child of God. Your feeling of guilty just proved that you have the holy spirit in ya.
It certainly not a good thing to lie for whatsoever reason. Just remember the feeling you have now, so that next time you will know how hurt it is to lie.
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