No one UN me!!

Nowe only i realise there are things that you experienced or go through.. but no one could understand what is ur feelings and what are u thinking. No matter how close or what relationship the person to you. There are lots that we have to walk by ourself and bear it ourself. So now i realise the words of 'two better than one" is not necessary. It really need to see who is the other one and what ability that he/she has. Haih~~ why... am i facing such situation all the time no matter where am i and who am i with? I hate distance relationship. this just make me feel got BF= NO Bf. So, tell me what should i do?

Lord Father, what is the test that u wan me to go through? from one or 2 relationship not enough.. but must make it everyone? WHY?? i really tired of all these... what i ask for is a really simple relationship. Can You please don't put me in between situation and force me to choose!!???I GIVE UP!!!! i leave it to YOu... whatever or whoever it gonna come.. just go ahead.. i really GIVE UP!

So hard to find someone that i can talk to and un me. Yet talking to Lord, doesn't give me immediate reply.. really make me frustrated! I know He is the only one who un me and know what i need also what will happen in my future. But my impatience attitude really drive Crazy!!!