Life is Short...

Dunno where to begin and dunno how to end. It just like life sometimes is so miserable, short and fragile. I mean we face ups and down. But there when you come to a point that you would not how to react and what to do. I really dunno how to put my feelings in words. Receive such new is not easy to accept by anyone. You heard about this before, but when it happen to you or anyone aound u (as in close to you) you just dunno how to react. What i can say is "Life Is Short, JuST APPreciate and Treasure it"! One more thing, "God is the one can determine our life"!

I know lots of people thinking that they still have much time as they thought they are young. So, they just do something stupid and just waste those precious time (which they couldn't get back) around them. But, today i trying to tell you! YOU ARE WRONG! You will never know what will happen in the next second. No one knows including yourself, ONLY GOD KNOWS! So, please don't waste your precious time. Well, i dunno what the hack i'm bullshiting... but my miserable heart just couldn't get peace or balance. Date of 27 May 2006, time of 2.30pm. A news that affect our whole family.... biggest impact that i never face before!

i feel so waek, tiny and give up! Also know the purpose of my return... know why GOD send me back. I need to learn, be more tolerance, have loves and cares, have endurance, forgiveness and wisdoms to handle everything that gonna come into my living days.. from now onwards. I pray that things will get better. Pray that Lord be with all of us and give us strength. Pray that my brother will recover and healthy soon. Pray that everyone have supportive and loving hearts... i really need peace in family. Lord Jesus, bless my family! Your Grace and Merciful needed by all of us, especially my brother! Please Merciful and Loving Heavenly Father, i surrender all these upon Your hand. In Jesus Christ name i prayed! AMEN!