SiBlings...

I need this special prayer for my little brother... he is not feeling well. I and my family really worry about him. His troat just got some ulcers and the neck there swollen very huge on both side. Haih~~ i really very worry and dunno what is that. Previously he went to Png specialise to check up.. they said nth and no need to do anything. But now it comes again. So my mum will bring him to do further check up. Hopefully things will be ok and he can recover soon. Pray that he can have good health and also be more cheerful, active and joyful boy. I really want him more outgoing and talk more to us.

Siblings"hood" not easy at all... espcially being the eldest. They now all had growth and have their own thinking.. but those immature one. Yet you can't correct them coz they will dislike. I totally un what are going through... as i was a teenage before. Especially my 2 cousin.. i really dunno how to say. Both of them just like a brother to me coz we all grow up together and can say live together... as both of them will always in my house. Only sleeping time they go home... apart from that... every single time also together. So, like my another 2 younger brothers. Now they all big boy ady... have their way and also u cannot higher ur volume as they will yeild back you. However, i really very 'fan" and dunno what to do.. coz they play computer games 24-7. I know my elsdest cousin no need study as F6 not really start yet.. but the rest having exam right now. The worst thing is 1 play the rest will stuck and see him play. So, i really get so upset. I tot they have self-control coz they ady old enough to think... but see see.. NO! Really fedup, dissapointed and tired to side them anymore in front of the elderly.
So, just now have some conflict with one of cousin... which is the oldest among them. i get more angry when he yield back... make it as if we "owe" him and he is right. Make me feel like "how dare you reply such way" to family that had been looking and take care after you since young. Never know how to say "Thank You" and only know how to demand for more. What kind of attitude is this?? Just keep on complaining and even couldn't handle normal routine life... eat, sleep and shower also need my aunt to shout like mad everyday!! How old man?? 18 years old... F6, still acted like a baby. I really couldn't stand anymore. Apart from comp drives his soul away, he is totally a good boy. His life just fully occupied by games... he rarely hang out. Or should say.. Never. If does also must do with comp games. Haih~~ i dunno how to comment. And in ths moment i feel bad to comment.... but he is really bothering me.
I really dunno how to handle them.. i dowan be a control freak... but i wan to look after my sis and youngest bro that easily get influence by them. They are just my cousin.. under circumstance i can't really scold them or control them... coz i dowan have any misun.. or make my aunt in btw. So, i really dunno what to do. Now i ady pulled out the comp power point switch and i keep it. So they need to ask my permission to on the comp. But i dunno my action correct or not... coz i know it will be fine for kids...not for them that had their own thinking and being rebelious in this moments.
Lord, please be with me. Give me wisdoms to face this kind of issues. I know it is not any big probs.. but i believe is my responsible as the eldest to help out in the family. Especially my parents that busy , aunt and uncle that already surrender in controlling those teenagers. I know, i have to do something... coz they are my brothers and sisters... i have the responsible to look after them. I wan to take care of them.. but not using any nagative method. I really dunno how should i do and what should i do. Also dunno how to communicate and face this kind of teenagers. Please help me... be with my family. Give us endurance and wisdoms to handle them. Lord be with my brother and pray he can recover soon... in physically and mentally. I really pray that he can learn, be mature and concentrate in his studies. I really leave all these into Lord Jesus's hand! AMEN!