Cutting down own PRIVACY and sPeaKing Space!

I guess many ppl will question and start wondering actually what happen. I never tot things will turn such way. Especially... in the way response directly and comment out so obvious. I can't stop what people gonna say and think bout me. But i guess the only thing that still under my control is not to SPEAK so much anymore. I guess... from now onwards this will only be place for me to share happiness, but not negative issues.
Well, i guess words that i say really straight forward and might not be the "nice to hear", coz the true words always the "not good to be hear". That's why i always say my weakness is being honest and straight forward. Hiah~~ because of my this charater.. drag me into deep shit. Really have to "kim thou" and change to be more shut up ppl la. Need to learn la... communication breakdown. I guess taking an honest comment and allow ppl to say bad bout u is also not an easy things.. but i will accept. Haih~~~ all my fault for not able to keep words in heart!! I really dunno what can i say or what can i do. Never tot of in this place and because of a word. Haih~~ *sign*

Anyway, thanks for everyone precious honest comments and words in blogs... also the concern directly to me. Well, i Thank God that be with me.. as the prob already solve and Thanks for peacing my heart. An AMaZing that He peace my heart.. coz when i saw such comment i didn't reacted emotional... coz the usual me.. will have unpeace or reaction in feelings or emotional. But in this moment, my heart is peace and open for the comments. So, i know Lord Jesus be with me. Thanks Father! The coming road will be tough and ambiguous.. but i pray You will be with me and be with my sis. Let her experience You and growth in You. Whatever will come in the future and i'm goin to face.. i pray that You will be with me! Sorry and forgive me for being such a useless and shameful child.AMEN!