A time to Remember, a day to Forget!

1.40am on the date of 4th April 2006, words that nearly killed my heart mention by someone i really love. Well, there been lots of misunderstanding and mis-communication. I really couldn't believe my childish will cause such situation.. and couldn't imagine you are not any mature than me. I believe this would be the ending.. i will never get hurt, torture and upset in such way anymore. I hope things will turn better at least my future won't be ambigious and full of uncertianty.

I understand there are things,issues or problems create by me. But the actions and words you had made, have to bear the consequences... such as current situation. This special time and date will always remember by u and me! Understanding me.. will be the hardest things u ever come through in your life.. but my mental suffer will be the last thing u never know and understand. There are things that i couldn't take it and face it by myself. Moreover, you are not helping me at all.

I guess.. this is the time and day that we can get a better solution! Oh God! i couldn't imagine i ended in such situation where i have nothing around me. Walking this pathway alone.. i don't have frens, loves, and any person that i can talk to around me at all. I never tot this kind of situation will happen me. Anyway, the promises are fake... only GOD is real and HIs loves will never end!

Msg: 8/3/05....7.33am
"Yes i un, i also miss n love u too! I really treasure the relationship, I DON'T WANT TO C U SAD. Just work hard toward our future! Don't give up la! Unun love you!"