Busy days!

This weekend was very busy.. i been preparing things in my mum office.. just work out the travelling things and see whatever can help out in there. I know i'm going home soon.. i just wanna prepare things properly so that things can be better and ok when my family come to melbourne. Although i still dunno my results and i have the feeling that i might not pass and join the graduation.. but i also dowan to waste my family member money and time come to melbourne for nth. I tried my best to work out things and prepare my heart to face the coming days. 2 more days.. i will know my result.. i really can't sleep and dream of it.. my heart now jump like basketball.. my hand and leg also numb.. very nervous. I believe the others who waiting will feel the same.. especially Lap. Both of our result will affect each other pathway and feelings. So i really preassure and scared. But i will pray and tried hard to leave this to God.

Actually, these weekend besides busy i also got some small arguements with my family. I realise that is hard for me to communicate with them.. especially now i'm christian and things i see really different.. partly because some experiences that i learnt from overseas. So, i really wish to bring this good news back home and tell them how much GOD had changed me and make miracle on me. But sometimes they just don;t un.. yet my sis and bro these days really crazy over the comp games that online. Really drives all of them crazy include my 2 cousin brothers. 5 of them just spend more than 12 hours in front of the comp and do nth else besides that.. so this issues also.. i got big arguement with my parents.. and my sis misun me. But thanks God.. last night i did have the chance and talk to them.. try to explain. Hopefully they can think themself and do something about this. I tried and already do whatever i could.. so really handle this into Lord Father's hand. I really pray that my family member could know Lord Father and see what i see. Now i really understand.. the religion play a big role in our life.. even just a talk or communication will also affected by that. So, i really hope Lord Jesus can keep on shine on my family and provide them... pray that one day they can believe and know Lord Jesus unlimited loves.

Besides that, i also really thanks all the bro and sis who back in melb.. that always remember me in their prayer. Especially Lap, Jacky and aiwa,... aiwa, thanks for handling the house prob. I really so thankful... for all of u guys who support me. Thanks alot.. don;t worry.. although my hols is more busy than my exam.. but i really enjoy it and have peace in my heart. I know Lord Father always by my side and Holy Spirit lives in my heart. Really thank God.. now i really pray for my results and also Lap as well. We both really very depends on it and leave it to God.. may peace in my heart no matter what the outcomes. Anyway, i'm coming back soon.. hehehe.. so anyone who miss me?? This time i coming with my bro and mum. Hopefully, the results won't be too bad or affect my family hols in melbourne la! ALL THE BEST CANMY!!! LORD WILL ALWAYS SHINE ON YOU AND "LORD WILL MAKE A WAY". All these in the name of Jesus Christ! AMEN!