HaPPy NeW YEaR!!!~~~ A New Beginning!

It had been quite some times i never post msg here.. fuh~~ many things happened in these 2 months.. to me or to the world! As everyone in the World know.. Tsunami that killed thousands in a day. Me somemore no need to say la.. in these 2 months i been through a lot and also really busy busy busy.. until now.. i totally very FREE! Thank GOD.. i finally Graduated and my family came over here to celebrate with me.. we went Canberra and Sydney trip as well. So really busy when they around, i had prepared a lot and have fun a lot as well.

I was kinda trouble to plan 19 ppl's things.. and i was very headache and felt difficult at 1st.. but then.. when they about to leave.. i feel like missing them and cried out. Coz i know i'll be alone here and the coming days.. will be hard. yea.. and i'm kinda right.. for this moment..i'm bored to death and nth in my mind i can do except for seeking jobs everyday. I really feel lost and dunno where's my future pathway. Lord, please help me.. show me sign.. be with me. I know there are things that i need to be wait and learn how to be patient.. but Lord.. no matter how pls by my side and always remember me. And most important let's me remember YOU!

These fews days.,. i really found myself changed a lot.. became a very selfish nd self-centre person. I dont really care much bout ppl (mayb last time also don't), but now even worst! Hiah~~ i hate myself now.. i just feel like dunno who am i. I still figuring out.. should i go home to M'sia or stay in Melb. I really miss my home and my family and i know i would feel better when i back home. But i really wanna know what's God arrangement and His wants. So Lord, I really handle these to You.. pls show me and tell me what should i do and where should i go. Of course my relationship with Lap will put upon Your hand. Please bless us and forgive us.. i know we don't worth for anything and all those are Grace from You Lord. Guide Lap to go through his coming exam and studies.. let's both of us prepare our heart to face whatever that we need to face. Thank You Lord Father! I pray for the peace in the world and people who suffered in the Tsunami disaster. Hope a new year, a new beginning in our life...
All these in the name of Jesus i prayed, AMEN!