Dissapointed

Haih~~ today really a tough day.. where i have to finish my packing and sent them away. i really exhausted and sad. i feel so lonely when i do all these by myself for these few days. especially Lap not around. When i need someone to talk to.. call also no one answer. People that close to u will never us.. dunno how to comford u. Hiah~~ I feel hard to leave, but under circumstance feel not being appreciate. Well, thank God that HE listen to my prayers and didn't make my tears waste. When i cried like mad and need someone, Rachel appear to help. Accompany and comford me, make me feel i'm not alone. Sometimes i just need someone beside me, although she/he moght not help u much.. in packing.. but make me there is someone right beside me. Thank you Rachel!!! I'm happy to see my room clean, but my heart felt something for certain things. Such as the coming time that i gonna spend, who gonna bear with me, time gonna leave, the relationship with people. I really puzzle and confuse. Well, thanks for those who always care and pray that the broken relationship can be repair.I pray that Lord always be with me.. include in arranging how to sell my furniture and stuff! Lord, please always show me ur mighty power to guide me through especially during this moments.Love you Lord, in the name of JESUS i prayed. AMEN!!!