Miserable life!

Life really miserable!! Sometimes u feel confuse and don;t know which direction you should go!! Haih~~ i also dunno what had happen to me these days. I really felt lost and unhappy. I really lost because of my future and my career pathway. Lord Father, please be with me and guide me through the darkness time. Actually i should be happy ka.. thurday.. on my second interview.. i was offer a position as the sales. Unfortunenately, i rejected the position after the observation day.. knowing the job details. Actually it is a very hard sales work where u go knock on door to door.. to survey and sale the telecommunication. So, i don;t really like the job..!! So now i need to re-consider.. what really i want.

Anyway, I got very happy day on Friday.. because i can had a break... take a good breath, went out have fun with Lap. WE went dinner, movie, crown, shopping and play arcade games!! eheheh.. really fun! It been so long we never enjoy so much... I really appreciate that. Thanks a lot dear..

And now.. what, tomorrow i had this second interview with another marketing company that do business to business sales.. not the direct sales as the previous. (Hopefully is true). So, i really pray that.. Lord will be with me no matter what. I dunno what is God's plan.. but i know He had planned and He will provides everything that i need. So, i really hope that Lord will show me the obvious sign and yet comfort my heart when He wants me to do whatever decisions. Well, really stress these days... just so hard to express out my feelings and make me grumpy also upset all the time. One more things i hate about is.. i made my parents worried about me.. i really don;'t like it.. hope that Lord will also comfort them and ask them no to worry.
I really hope things will be alrioght and i can get on to the right track soon.. because what i feel right now.. really worst than.. i having exam or whatsover studies in uni!!! this is millions times worst than.. anything.. So, please Lord.. be with me and thanks for sending all those angles by my side! In the name of Jesus i pray! AMEN!