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I really dunno how to describe my feelings right now. I really feel lost and unpeace in heart.Actually about the adaption here i'm fine somehow this is my hometown. So get along here should be fine.But my heart just like missing something. I think this is because i really miss all my friends back home in Melbourne la.Usually around this time, this dayi would be in fellowship. I still haven't attend any church yet. But the one i looking for i already know the location.. but i dunno will it be the church that make me got the sence of belonging. So Lord Father please guide me and show me the way.Apart from that,please forgive me that i attempt to so many temptation here.. where other religion and the incorrect spirit. Father,i dunno how to stand up and live like Christ. But Lord Father You know that my heart is always look upon you. Please protect me from all the Satan's traps.
Apart from that, these day i couldn;t get online because of my computer at home broke down. Make me like lost contact with friends back in Melbourne. I also unhappy with that. I hope that my comp can be ok soon.I wanna online and talk to u guys... haih~~ i really dunno how to decribe my feelings la. Dunno why keep on unpeace and very "chou" (bad temper). I alos dunno why i lost temper to Lap and very "em hak hei" to Aiwa and Jacky. Hiah~~ help me la.. i also dunno why Lord!!! I came back until now i also haven;'t meet any one of my friends. I really miss Lap and all friends back in Melb. I really dunno what to say. Anyway is better not for me talk now.. i just pray that Father can pls be with me.. Holy Spirit live in my hear.. protect me from the evil one. In this i pray in that name of JEsus CHrist! AMEN!
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maybe u can try FGA.. the new building... i think it's kinda near to yr hse... don't lose yr faith with GOD. He will send his Holy spirit to guide u all the time... talk to Him in yr silence prayer... ask Him.. and he will answer yr prayer....Pray hard so u would not be lead into temptation.. May Jesus peace be with u all the time, Amen.
Hi canmy,
I understand that you are going through a lot of emotions right now, but i am also glad that you are able to pray to God and have the humble heart to admit your fault. Personally, I had failed a lot of temptations, but I also win over a lot. Life is full of temptations but whether we win or we lose is not what's most important.
What I mean is, you don't need to focus too much on what you cannot do and what you failed to achieved. Tempatations are always allowed by God, and my personal opinion is that God do not wish to use temptations to make yourselves a winner. What He wish is not to make you stronger but to make you more relying on Him.
I trust that you understands what His will is regarding the temptations you are experiencing (both in terms of spirit worships and emtion breakdown). Next time when you are facing similar temptations I would encourage you to remember the will of God, and try your best to do what you need to do. If you really cannot win over the temptation, just pray to God and admit that you are too weak for this and ask for His help. This is reliance, and this is how we can truely win and this is where the true strengths are.
I will pray for you...keep sharing to us as well, we will listen and pray!!!
(p.s. it was very late when i wrote the reply, if I am not expressing myself in a understandable way...i am sorry~~!)
As Joyce, and Bun said, don't force yourself too hard! I keep praying for you ! I know it is the only way I can do for you and encourage you. I am also sad here, but I know it is the real world, I have to move forward! I know We can do that when we rely on our Jesus Lord, so don't be so sad , and we are so lucky to have a lot of bro and sis in mel, it is the grace from god. On the other hand, I know we have to keep the relationship with him.
Love you and Miss you always !
Ah Lap
Hi, Canmy
Big head here!!
how are u recently?
miss u a lot!
please write something here if u are not that busy!
wanna hear more from you!
take care!
Rachel
take care, canmy :)
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