Stressful Life

i beleive working with relatives is the stressful things in the world!!! i really don't understand how come it is so hard to be a good daugther or a good person. Why must those adults always put their thoughts, minds and experiences into youngster life? everyone need to go through those and learn naturaly. Why must they force them? And this had become a cycle to each generation! Lord Father, please be with me and comford me.. i really feel hard and sad. Why do You wanna put me in to such position where affect the relationships that important in my life!!??? Beofre these, everything was alright where have good relationship with God, family, frens, lap and all. But everything just come to the edge where all relationship not good...why must it like that? Why Lord love to test us? why can You trust us? Father, i really dunno why should i do.. sometimes like that sometimes another way. I really need a proper guide line tell me what should i do!?? I just feel like going and turn things to different way.
In this moments please guide me through all those emotional and personal attitude. I wanna solve all these and have good relationships with everyone around me. Lord Jesus, also please give me a good environment and safe place to rest at night. I need the Holy Spirit with me and guid eme through the night. Most of all i need a direction for my career, please guide me through! All this is name of Jesus Christ! AMEN!