Haih~~.. what a sleepy day~~!!! Dunno why today i keep yorning.. i'm in office now. but sleepy like dunno what... yet i got nth much to do. Arr.. nth much to do is the office thingie.. but tones of other things to do. Yet i'm a person that, if those things are not done.. my heart will feel unpeaceful one. Hiah~~ how ar?? i just feel there are many things in my heart.. i dunno how to solve. For example i couldn't find something only, me whole day will feel not nice. Eat, sleep or sit also feel unpeaceful la. Hiah~` how to change my bad attitude ar?? can't i be more relax person???!! I hate when i got such urge attitude as well.. sometimes i just too nervous. I just make myself in stress all the time. Apart from that, i feel myself quite useless in the way i can't really do much in the office. i just feel that i lost direction in my career pathway. i wann work but dunno what can i do. Hiah~~ Lord please be with me.. give me patience and wisdom! I really need those sign from You Lord. Especially the faith and confidence so that i can learn how to let things go and rely on You more. I believe You are the one who can only take my stress and impatience attitude away.
There are some things that i need to do and worry about, i need to book the accomodation and plan the trip for Spore and Bangkok trip, plan the trip to Adelaide when i get back to melb, settle the connecting at home for my comp, develop the photo., find the DVD that had all my pics, plan to baptism and more...
All those small issues will also affect me.. HOW??!! WHY AM I SO CRAZY!!!?? i really feel depress and can't breath. Just feel like crying and shout out loud!!! how come it seem like no one could really understand what i saying?? arrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh1!!! sometimes when i come to wanna avoid all these probs.. i just dowan do anything and sleep at home!!! i really du nno what to do. I dowan get lost and far from everyone. Most of all i dowan lost direction and lost the relationship with Heavenly Father.! Please guide me and show me the way, especially the baptism issues. Thank You Lord! AMEN!
2 Comments:
I think joyce's idea is not bad! Since your situation, I know you lost the direction that cause you always unpeaceful! I hoPE God will show you the way clearly, but god always be silence and just test you! I don't know whether it is god's idea, but I hope you can rely on HIM, I will pray for you and support you !!! Love ya!
A song for you Canmy...
Friends
© Michael W Smith & Deborah D. Smith
Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Can't believe the hopes He's granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "never"
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not to long to live as friends
With the faith and love God's given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you'll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But we'll keep you close as always
It won't even seem you've gone
'Cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
And friends are friends forever
If the Lord's the Lord of them
And a friend will not say "never"
'Cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the Father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends
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